Nov 2, 2009

Worry not...speaking to myself.

I'm tired.
I went to bed with a bad sore throat and didn't sleep very well. I awoke at 3 am and began to *think.* Actually, I think it might of crossed over from *think* to worry. I didn't fall back to sleep until sometime after 5 am.

What you may be wondering, am I worring about?
Well, money.
Princess Sweetness' adoption money.

Certainly worry doesn't help. I know that. I told myself, I confessed it as sin. But still I lay there-praying, thinking, wondering and back to worrying.

I'm tired.


Shonni said...

I'm so sorry that you aren't feeling good. That certainly plays off of our normal mommy love...

Dardi said...

I am on this walk of faith with you, friend. When the worry over the money sets in, I remind myself that the One who has called us to this is also the One I put my trust in to provide every physical & emotional support that we need. He does not call us & then sit back to see how we handle it. I continue to ask that He take the steps before me & that I obediently follow & not try to get ahead of Him. He can see where we're going & how we're getting there...we need to hold tight to His hand & follow.

Rest in Him, Kimmie ~ Hugs, Dardi

Thoughts on Life and Millinery. said...

Hope you feel better...and I'm suggesting that you suggest readers consider donating $12...a dollar per year of Princess Sweetness's life.

The tip jar: how about putting jars around town with her story and ask for 12 cents or $1.20? Or $12? Or $120, $1,200 you get the idea.

mom said...

Awww, things always seem worse in the darkness, Kimmie, then the morning light comes along and it's better. Hopefully you'll see the *glad* in that this morning realizing that God hears you in the darkness and will answer you as He shines His light! Trust Him!

Tammy ~@~

julie said...

I have had a few nights like this also. The morning does seem to bring some peace. I'm sorry you are not feeling well. I'll be praying God gives you his perfect peace.


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